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Midnight Leaves

Midnight Leaves

by Vaishali Rawat · October 9, 2021

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The air is soggy, we’ve smoked all hope

come evening, come sundown, this cold;

our hands put out cigarettes against roses,

and braid them into the few stray locks

Of moonlight; We revel in shared hostility.

To every man who looks,

She is lovely. But my lovely, you and me,

We avert our gazes discreetly.

For only the perpetrators bear witness

to the true doing even as theorists cower

in their hypothesis and the victims

in their disbelief.

Why roses, sweet sultry roses?

oh there are enough holes in our jeans.


We drink solitude to dissolve the yellow

from our ugly teeth; Outside dew trickles

in vain to put out ashes.

We savour the criminal thrill

of moonlight vandalism, all our figurative

crimes like smoke rings blown from

Magritte’s Pipe.

So play the ending notes my arriviste

as we linger in high society and clink

to our swindlers’ fancy; No penance

is so snide as that of a criminal made to

feel unworthy of a crime.

If you looked closer, you must think,

who shot the moon and what a poor shot!

They got the roses in her hair, those imbeciles.


The threat of dawn wails like air raid sirens

on our intellectual horizons,

All the debauchery of thoughts suspended

like enemy bombs every night passes on

as we confide in sleep, shelter alike

with enemies and enemies.

It is not so ridiculous to fear light

as the inflictor of shadows, we must

begin to fear ourselves.

Every morning I walk the path

of midnight leaves with sallow eyes,

a waning smile, crunching them under my

fascist feet and wait to be wanted

even if only on posters in alleyways.

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